Collection of Thoughts.

Christmas in July.

The 7 month mark for us is July. I can’t believe I haven’t spoken to Jesse since before Christmas. I can’t believe he’s been somewhere else or no where else for more than half of a year. What has he been doing? Where is he? I am still hurting but my feelings are in different […]

That Was Fast.

I have a boyfriend. Weird right? That wasn’t in my game plan, but neither was Jesse getting internally decapitated. Apparently, I don’t have as much control over my life as I used to think. I didn’t intend on seeing anyone, but here I am. Especially after half a year. Widows are given major shit, for […]

Fuck Father’s Day.

If your child has a nut allergy schools will at minimum make an attempt to shield your child from it. Even if it’s a poor attempt they ultimately wouldn’t want a physical liability on their hands. What about if your child has a dead father? Or maybe their father died when they were very young […]

First Time.

I am giving you a heads up now. This is a blog about grieving and how it impacts aspects of my life. As the title suggest this one is about my first time having sex with someone after Jesse- but remember it’s a grief blog, not a porn site. So I won’t be sharing details […]


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