“Okay, so, would you like to know what was in his system?” “𝙲𝚊𝚗 𝙸 𝚐𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚜?” “…sure” “𝚄𝚖𝚖𝚖………𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚓𝚞𝚊𝚗𝚊?……..𝚊𝚕𝚌𝚘𝚑𝚘𝚕?…. 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝’𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚛𝚍 𝚘𝚗𝚎?” “Fentanyl.” I knew Jesse was going to die. When I say knew, I didn’t mean December 22, 2020 at 4:20 p.m. I meant I knew if he kept acting so reckless something bad would […]
I see you. Hundreds of you, all saying the same thing: “I am afraid of…” What are you afraid of? Finding your husband dead? Getting that phone call that he is gone? Seeing him as ashes or cold to the touch? Realizing that the entire life you planned with him is completely gone? As a […]
When people think of a personality disorder I think they think of a moody woman that isn’t stable. That’s what I thought anyway. That’s only a small portion of them though. A personality disorder is really just an observation that the person isn’t “meeting societal norms.” They are different, literally. Sometimes this amounts to good […]
When Jesse died during the end of December 2020 I was taking a two hour credit course during the “break,” about legal writing. That day I turned in my assignment with anxiety over it and planned to tell Jesse about it later that night. I didn’t get a chance to though. I told my school […]
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