Collection of Thoughts.

Life After Death.

Let me tell you what it’s like to deliver your baby when your husbands dead (hint: it sucks!) It boggles my mind that I am here and about to explain how I felt. That I am the one really living this. My sister-in-law, Kayla, helps me a lot now. She didn’t sign up for that. […]


I feel as though some people struggle to understand why some people don’t get married immediately- if at all. Jesse and I were not legally married. If common law marriage still existed here we likely would be. I am not sure why it was taken away. We held each other out to be the other’s […]

Grief Adjacency

This is a term we fun, life of the party, grief-stricken people use to describe those on the outside-who are in our circle, either trying to support us, ignore us, or give us well-meaning advice. They are grief-adjacent. Lucky them. I miss being grief-adjacent. I was on that side of it quite a few times. […]


For 10 years we have done the same thing, but today will be different, like all days are now. I will probably clean afterwards. That’s all I really do now. I will wait to go to my mom’s then your moms for lunch and dinner. Even though we are all your family, I am the […]


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